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Monday, July 28, 2008

2 days Mc yet again. Ive been giving Mcs to my PEM every Thursday when I see him for 3 consecutive weeeks now. GRRR flu flu go away don come again any other day =x And And And I cant watch Brazil Vs Singapore !! Exams are round the cornerrr....WOOSH WOOSH scary warry. Just now when I went to the clinic, super paiseh coz I am in the worst state of appearance and I bumped into so many of my friends.Tskkkk paiseh. One of them is Vaish and she said that she is having a super fabulous time in MI. We mite be in the same class shd I stay with H2 Econs, Lit and Hist...but NAh uhhh i find the journey disastrous...no regrets going to nyp =D


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Saturday, July 26, 2008
















Hello masses. It was Delirium just now! The production of StageArts. The drama people really did put up a fabulous act and the dancers from StageArts, oh-so-super-graceful. Super niceeeeee! I really love the coloboration of the drama , dance and the lightings from the TMT side plus of course the make up done by MCH (which I am in). Although on a few occasion i did do some silly mistake ..I enjoyed the production thoroughly. We were in the Theatre for The Arts from from morning to night for the past few days. However, I really feel that its super fun fun ...and undeniably production indeed strengthens the bond between the people of stagearts. WOOHOO!BOnd people ! hehh :D


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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Hello people. Today im gonna blog on a happy note. I spend time with bestie alot now since shes taking her major examination this yr, I hope to be here assisting her thru shd she need assistance just like how she did wen i took mine. Actually not only now, i spend time alot with her since errm we were eleven.. Bestfriend, okay now im going to share how i became bestfriend with Era. It all happened when we were in primary 5 and we were normal classmates. I wasnt in favor of her too in the first place coz i think she's like a notty gal.Suddenly we quarrelled and didnt talk for long.One day my teacher, Mr Chan announced to the class that we had to bring English worksheet the following day, however I forgot to bring. Suddenly the teacher got very angry and asked who didnt bring; scared, i didnt want to admit.So we all had to stand up and was only able to sit down upon hearing our name announced. Surprised I was to hear my name announced and at the end of it fakhira was punished because her name wasnt announced. I realised she had blankoed her name and put mine.Only then did I realise that she was a true friend and i saw the innocent sacrifice she made and i was deeply touched plus guilty. I felt like hugging her at that point of time. From a young age of 11, we kept getting into trouble. Another incident was in class, there was this super duper ferociously tigress-like teacher and she got so angry and flared up at the class..and era got a certain syndrome whereby when people flares up, she finds that super hilarious. So when the teacher kept shouting and scolding us, I kept pinching era's legs under the table and she kept laughing hard. So the whole class was alreadly looking at her direction, amazed including the teacher who is gazing in anger at Era. That made Era happy and in turn she kept nudging me, i kept a serious face for sometimes and after i cant take it anymore we both burst into laughter in the super tensed condition. IT made us look like fools right. And due to the stupid things we kept doing back then in primary school, we kept getting caught and reprimanded..and its ironic how i was the assistant head prefect back then yet i always played a dominant role in the pranks played..Whenever we are caught..Era will always ALWAYS laugh. I dont know what she finds funny but instead of laughing my legs would shiver but Id have a serious face coz ill tell myself that if i laugh then ill go to hell, which sets era laughing harder. TEachers will constantly ask her WHATS so funnny??? Silly. Apart from the mere troubles we were landed in, our friendship blossomed despite being in different secondary school. We meet each other almost every day and weve been updating about every single stuff thats in this world like seriously, everything.I am seriously happy to know that there is always someone i could dial for when i need a bestfriend, a person to meet when im bored, company for shopping, and just a sincere friend. I cant even bear to think of how uber mundane my life would be without bestie ..like people say relationships come and go but friends stays... HEhhh..bestie.=p =p


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Happy,Sad,Excited, Anger,Astonishment , it seems like im unresponsive now and i don know how to react as the various circumstances comes bombarding. It seems like im all numb now. Weird. As how much badly i wanted it, i really want it to leave now. I realise its a burden. A wrong wish i once had. Whatever it is lets leave that part to the all-knowing. I watched this movie, this character was so happy and cheerful to see her friend in sadness.Sad to see such existence, even in real world. It seems ive been keeping all quiet and just smile it away. I never initiated in expanding problems; somehow somewhat im just dragged into it. Ill say nothing, nothing hurtful, coz i understand people have feelings. Its weird and amazing how people can go on and on in maximising their happiness but with a membrane of guilt. Is that true happiness, and if someone can actually conceal their guilt with their happiness ,does that implies that they are strong and are actually able to pull through their problems? hahhh.Should it be in a circumstance where thay are fully aware of the mess they created and they somewhat sneak out of it and constantly telling themself its okay its alright..is that solving the problems...i wonder..Telling yourself its alright to overright your guilt is unhealthy u know, its cheating, yourself and everyone else. I wanna hurt nobody in this process..but for justice, i pray (:


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