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Monday, May 19, 2008

it have always seems that the game of playing pretend is more vivid amongst the kids whereby they would pretend to play doctor doctor or pretend hero hero. Little did I know that amongst teenagers, youth, adults, there is still the existence of the 'lets play pretend' game.

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Others joys and happiness, i will try my very best to not destroy, really.

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Im starting to see life in a new perspective, all thanks to the current events happening..

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im speechless. I just came across someone's blog. Tears streamed and streamed continuously, like a waterfall, fast. My eyes swollen, red,gasping for air.. just by someone's entry. ERGH! I was wondering, was it a facade. Well, facade it wasnt, I was truly happy to see her..YIKES. Im dying in this confusion, complexity of emotions . Ahh too bad there just isnt a book which gives all the model answer to the solutions in life. Probably there aint any model answer. Every step taken leads to a different result.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Yo girl! You have always been complaining that you keep on receiving cold treatment from this , that and yada yada. Have you ever given a thought why almost whoever you are close to would eventually go away from you?Well, i have always thought highly of you and when i heard how your previous bestfriends betray you , i always felt sorry for you and pretty angry at them for treating you in such a way. I always thought that they were nosey enough to isolate you.In my perception, you have put optimum impression on me. However recently, I probaby know why your bestfriends did that to you. You have always gained my sympathy and love from your good natured personality but as for now, you are starting to get on my nerves.Its merely because of your insensitivity towards others girl, your nonchalance to what others think and feel. As another soul around, Im in no rights to just pin point you and expect you to change to who I want you to be right..you have your life and i have mine. I think everyone have their individual flaws and strength . It however pisses me of to see how stupid I can get in attempting to be nice to you and giving you the much needed attention just to be played back in such a way. I have heard a million and 1 things about you but I dint let others words to penetrate through the membrane of our friendship, constantly battling to keep it strong. However as for now, the trust seems to have loss and it is slowly eating up the friendship membrane around us. It aint easy for me to have the same bond I used to have with you after I am fully aware of who you actually are. AS a girl also, I wont just come up to you to unleash my anger, its plain silly coz i dont think you deserve to be scolded like that coz you'll just start being sad and crying by what I say but still have you ever reflect about what you did to annoy others like that, nope you dont and i reckon you never will. Its sad to know I am going to lose a dear dear friend of mine coz i can never be the same with you, even if I am , it would be mere hypocrisy or Id just lose control and bombard you with sacarsm ; which I think aint pleasent. Probably its just best if i keep my distance too..just like what your previous good friends did. And lets just anticipate who your next target is.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

OH alas its saturday. The oh-so-long-awaited satuday...At last i can wake up without rushing and running to school in the fear of being late and not having my attandence taken -.-. I woke up late coz of the party we had last nite that ended pretty late but its damn fun laaa, enjoying nak mampos! Yesterday met up with the gals and we wnt amk hub..and then sarah and era came to nanyang poly with jess and myself. Its so cute to see how they tried to remember that they were from business school and class BQ in case they were stopped by any official personnel. They kept reiterating their school and class before entering the school compound..but when they are inside, era saw her frens and they asked if shes in that school and she shyly nodded no..-.-Effforts all wasted.Then at 7 we left for the party , and complying to the theme (wacky and colourful), jess n me followed the rules religiously only to realise we were almost one of e most colorful ones. Syuhada jess and me then headed to the designated places, to see a whole group of people dressed in colourful and wacky clothes all ready for e party yaww. We were warmly welcome to Stage Art nights 2008 and we got a masquarade before entering....WOOOOH...cooool or what. Then there were some hot dance, damn lawa..like seriously and a skit. It really did touch my heart. Well i think its one of e best play ive seen in my life ..showing how an adorable bubbly child grew into a sophisticated girl who treated her mum so badly only to realise in the end that her mum passed away . She tried to apologise but its too late..and the girls sitting around me like shikin and all started singing the "its too late to apologise " song..so cute ryte.. then there was this selection of 8 people ..and i was one of them. Abit noncholant to wads happening, i just go with the flow , following the instructions given. Then i had to catwalk, sooooo shy. I did as i told to but i think the shyness was explicitly proven by my expressions. I won 3rd price though..Yawww:D:DAfter many fun activities, there was another skit..and yes i cried. I got to admit that its the first time in my seventeen years of living that i actually shedded tears for a life skit. Well its about this girl, shida who fell down , sprained her ankle, and there was this guy who saved her..(again my surrounding started singing hindi songs) they alll ah so damn dramatic . Then they fell in love and yada yada..they looked like such a sweet couple. Then they went to the bridal boutique, whereby steve (kenneth) accompanied Shida( stephania) to get her wedding gown. Shida looked stunningly gorgeous laa in the marvellous gown. As shida were changing, the erm owner of the bridal boutique started flirting with steve ; stephania's fiancee. He wasnt really replying to her but as she went beyond limits..he started entertaining a little but as stephania came out , all changed in her wedding gown, steve immadiately pushed katherine (farhana) away. So everything was fixed for their marriage and everyone was impatiently anticipating the joyous marriage of stephania and steve when a terribly sad news smacked their hearts. Steve passed away . Yes, he did. And stephania, she became mad, she became lovesick and she changed into her wedding gown and she started shouting and talking to steve as if he was right in front of her. He then came in the form of a ghost and told her she had to move on, hes gone. She immediately turned insane and spent her time crying and mourning and at times laughing and showing umpteenth care to steve. Its really insane and it was really a fabulous drama act as it seeemes so damn real.Then there was some singing performance and ended with the whole room dancing and all.. was sooo damn cool. Personally I think Anjana and Amin are damn good host. Anjana was oh soooo eloquent and she really knew how to made the best out of the situation and never once was i bore by the emcees.Now that im in stagearts, i swear there isnt any small part of me that regretted joining stagearts. Fun man. Not much photos but yeahh..i shall upload what i have and also in the previous cca for SA and when i visited fadlul in hosp .And i got my hockey stick and my ball.YAYness:)

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

the gem of the family

Ben!

SPARSTIC BESTFRIEND

tompsy:)

Airport yawww

we and we and we again. at arab street

Shehnaaz Birthday!

ITS BEEN Oh-So-Long since i last entered dear blogggie wogggie. Have been busy lately since school starts. Well first id like to wish shehnaaz a happy belated 21st birthday .Awww ure legally adult now .I know itve been pretty long but still, i shall use this opportunity to do so.She celeberated it in East Coast and it was indeed a grand party thrown.There were the dancefloor and the clique of family and friends looking so contented unleashing individual talents on the dancefloor.The theme was retro and almost everyone came in exotic clothings with large retro imprints. Then there was also a splendid performance by the pretty sisters taz and zareen, I was mesmerized by the way they danced, it just left me in aweness.Just simply wow. Apart from the birthday there are just many going out and chilling sessions with the girls.Well been shopping and just having pure fun. Also, I have entered Nanyang Poly. Well, It is erm the 3rd school I am officially in this year but yeah no regrets. NYp is really conducive with much flexibility in the rules yet mantaining optimum level of acedamic standard. Poly life is really fun. It didnt took me long to get used to the wacky environment and the modules despite and I think I have really gained alot in comparison to my first day of school, the noncholance of the system and all. I am currently in hockey and also stage arts(MCH) make up costume and hair do. Fun lahh..!! i like:) Well, currenlty i do enjoy most of my modules like public speaking coz it gives us the chance to be more exposed and we are thought the correct way to build rapport with fellow peers and in time to come..all this skills are pretty essential in real world (i guess). Well I am also in an enthu class that is so trying their best to ensure that bond amongst us, classmates are forged. Well sorry if i dont appear to be one of those really proactive in our class activities but yeah im still grateful to what theyve done :). Well, about school, i do hope my stay in nyp is gonna be fruitful and as what i foresee, i doubt id be disappointed by what nyp has to offer. Well, despite the curriculum, im trying my best to balance out my schedule for work and play, though i think the see saw is heavier on the play side. Hmm, ill just upload some random photos taken .

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